The past few days

Has been busy with the funeral for the past few days. Fortunately mum has a group of very supportive siblings who helped me followed up with everything and dad's siblings were also very supportive, they helped me look after dad..... together with my cousins of both sides, they had been supportive and helpful...........

Big house for mum to stay and flowers from dad last Fri, the day when mum was back home...

Flowers from us to mum on the last day...... and the temple where mum will be at.

Since the 5th, everyday seems like a dream to me. Never been having good rest, never been at home for quite some time and now back home, it seems very quiet, very weird without someone who has always been there. Everything and every corner reminds me of mum. I guess it takes time. I intended to cook today so I sort of ransacked the fridge. There are lots of food bought earlier by mum and I found a squid. I am the only one at home who fancy squid. I know that is for me.

I have learnt and seen many throughout the incident, the good and of human behaviours. I cannot understand how some people behave in certain way but fortunately there are many who are willing to give and help in whatever they can without anything in return. Mum's siblings are really great! I will always remember what they have done for us.

I know mum is happy. One of my cousin saw mum's image on the last day of the funeral. The 21 year old boy told me that he saw mum smiling at him. He told me it's his responsibility to tell me because mum wanted him to tell us that she is happy. Well, definately she will be happy because many were at home waited for her to be back and many of us sent her off on the last day. The greatest thing is that Buddha will be taking her after the 49 days. Not only she is happy, we are happy as well.

Have to sincerely thank my uncles and aunties (mum and dad's siblings), cousins (of both sides), friends and colleagues (thanks for the contribution), nurses and doctors of KK ward 43 and women's ICU, parents and sister in law and lastly Silly hubby. Thanks for all the help, contribution and support. Mum will bless everyone of you.