COUNTDOWN...

I am counting down to the final day of confinement which is Joshua's first month. IT HAS BEEN A TORTURE... (well I am still undergoing it...) many many things that are torturing me other than not able to shower... torture x 1000000000000000000000000........ times........ so many zeros that I dont know how to read these numbers.
I will be going for my appointment on the 2nd. I will not have to a chance to have Carl Jr this time however I have a good chance and time to breathe....... TO BREATHE in some fresh air. I AM GOING TO TELL EVERYONE NOW THAT I WILL RUN OUT OF THIS HOUSE FOR THE DAY! I will go back home, do whatever I want to do, settle whatever I need to settle, watch whatever channel that I have subscribe through cable and then lazed there until people search for me! I dont care.... I DONT CARE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!