First night...

I reached workplace at 2045hrs and Walla was counting the items in the E-trolley. I thought she was just doing a routine check on it but realised later that she was topping up the items. The afternoon staff resuscitated a 33 years old female patient but she died eventually. Everyone felt sad for the patient's husband and son, wants to know more about the patient please refer to Nathan's blog as I only saw the corpse when I came. After the body was cleared, we left with 4 patients throughout the night. A peaceful night with only a little nonsense from that permanent night fellow! Colleagues of mine will know who am I referring to.
Before Nathan went home, I told her about a little problem of mine. Halfway through the conversation somehow I just couldnt control my tears....... Nathan got emotional as well... She offered me tissues and both of us was like wiping our tears and at the same time laughing at ourselves... Anyway, Nathan, thanks for listening to me, thanks for your support and thanks for crying with me!
But... Nathan, sorry, I dropped those beads that was hanging with my hp now I only left with the chain and all the beads were gone, my name was gone!!!!!!! SOB SOB, I am so depressed now! I hope it dropped in my car........

Nathan asked me a question in her blog "Bala, do you want to die first or u want me to die first?"
Uhmm I will let u die first, not that I am cruel or evil but like everyone said the one who is suffering the grief is the one alive, so I am willing to bear with the sufferings. Nathan, u will have to go before me...